Hello tumblr,
I hate feeling like this, defeated, fat, unloved, unwanted, worthless.
I need help, i lose 13 kilos and have put it all back on. How could i let myself go? what happened? did comfort eating and laziness make me feel better? no it made me fat and ugly.
I want the fatness to dissolve into thin air.
I’m going to get skinny
I’m going to get myself back.
I miss you tumblr.
Susanna my counsellor has gone away on holiday so you guys will be my counsellor to replace her. Im not an emo or anything btw.
Ok lets get this all out.
Ive started work at this new place and one of the boys working there is so fucking sexy, we hooked up at new years but didn’t have sex and now thats all i want!!!! is to be on top of him. its driving me fucking crazy. He is leaving for uni in 11 days and i need my sexual build to be dealt with hahaha. BUT FUCK HE IS HOT. haha and like 25. oh well. To make matters worse, I’m working every day 12 until 12 and he’s working the same hours, so we spend 12 hours a day together every day. fuck i wish he could just say “hannah lets fuck after work tonight”.
fuck im so frustrated.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
TUMBLR I need your help!!! Ive gotten fat it’s disgusting and I can’t get back on track. Every anon blog out there … SOS I need your help. Please!!! Email me with help and support
For the past month I’ve just been binging none stop… ALL BECAUSE SOME BOY DIDN’T LIKE ME. I know WTF how is getting fatter going to help me?
So attempt #5 of trying to get back on track, I want to weigh 54 again!
ALL TUMBLR ANA, MIA, WANNAREXIC’s PREPARE YOURSELF FOR MY FINAL POST. it would mean Alot to me if it got spread to as many food and weight obsessed girls and boys as possible.
Sooo I Broke the binge! Yay for me. I just need to get back into the rhythm of not eating again and it will all be good. Time to get rid of all that weight I put on!
